Friday, June 4, 2010

she's got you high and you don't even know yet; the sun's in the sky, it's warming up your bare legs. You can't deny you're looking for the sunset.

My life, currently.

Let's just say, I miss school. I miss having something to focus my time and effort on. I'm looking for a summer job, but that's not so easy in a small town. Let's hope things start looking up!

On, a better note, the sun's out, and who can keep a long face when the sun shine's as bright as it does? I was inspired today by the song "she's got you high" by Mumm-Ra :)
I love high wasted ANYTHING, next on my wishlist is some beige high wasted long pants. Along with a fitted cream blazer :)
My current fetish when it comes to fashion is LACE. as you can probably tell :)

photo journal: week 2

Day Eight

Mood: disapointed, disspirited

Well, I'm back in Ottawa and while I'm happy to see all my friends, i have to immediately throw myself into school work, since I've got a bajllion projects, essays, midterms, etc comming up before I know it. yay life.

*please take me anywhere but here

Day nine

Mood: Stressed, happy ;)

Well, I'm having an aweful time trying to find enough time to study for my midterm which is wensday...I'm stressed to the max, and I imagine that it will only get worse. On the other hand, I am very happy to be back in Ottawa again to see my dear friends :) ahaha, there's always good and bad to everything.

*His mop was fancy, oh yea, it was so fancy. You should have seen the way he cleaned it all when he was dancing.

Day Ten

Mood: Excited, STRESSED

My midterm is tomorrow, I had absolutely no free time to study for it yesterday, which I'll admit is my fault. Also, I lost my english syllabus which is necessary for my life. period. yet, I had an awesome time with Olive, britt and Mel yesterday...fun times fosho ;)

*Let the rain fall

day eleven

Mood: PUMPED

This was a great day, I had a photoshoot with my frannnsss :) And then another friend came down for a visit! Good times ;)

*lady lala

Day Twelve
Mood: frustrated
I hate drama queens.
That is all.
*I'm a little tea cup, short and stout...

Day Thirteen
mood: enlightened, calm
I love my necklace and the one who gave it to me :) When the going gets tough, I call monsieur Justin and everything is better! I'm calming myself and focussing on school. I have so much that needs to be done, so I'm getting my but in gear, haha.
*and all I can do is just laugh :)

Day Fourteen
Mood: tired (because it's really late, haha)
I luurve my family, they are the best>
side-note: I'll stay classy, cuz that's how I was raised :)
*Now that she's back in the atmosphere with drops of jupiter in her hair...

Fallen

My thoughts on "Fallen" by Lauren Kate.

So this is the latest novel that I have read, and I'm glad that I did. First off, you should know straight away that when it comes to books, it doesn't take much to get me interested. I'm the type who can get into any story (almost), no matter what the subject. You should also know that I'm one of those people who "judge a book by its cover"; I don't like reading the infromation on the flaps or in the back of the novels because they sometimes give away too much information that I'd rather find out for myself as I'm reading... it increases shock value :)
Alright, so let's start with resuming the main parts of the story:
Fallen, a novel written by Lauren Kate (also the author of: The Betrayal of Natalie Hargrove) is a novel which holds many classic themes and struggles, such as : the fight between good and evil, betrayal and of course, love. The story begins in a different time, a time in the past. The characters are nameless, and we see a man drawing a woman, and that same woman moving to approach him. They speak of thier love for eachother, and the man senses danger, he knows what it coming though we do not. They kiss and shadows invade them, leaving us in suspence this way, it ends and we begin the first chapter.
We find ourselves in the present day, and are introduced to a young girl of 17 years named Luce Price. Straight away we are informed that Luce is not a regular girl, that she has a dark side to her which frightens both her and the people who know her. She sees what she calls "shadows".
Luce price is attending her very first day of reform school after a tragedy has befallen her and her friend (who has passed away). She blames herself for this incident, and the people around her become either frightened of her, or believe she is crazy for not remembering everything that happened that night.
Moving on, Luce is immediately introduced to the other new arrivals at Sword & Cross (the reform school), and finds herself immediately drawn to a boy named Daniel Grigori, but soon becomes confused when she sees him a second time in the cafeteria and flips her off for no reason.
Time goes by, and Luce makes friends, and meets someone else named Cam who seems to be very interested in her, yet she can't seem to take her mind off of Daniel, though he continues to either ignore her or treat her with the upmost lack of manners.
Throughout her reform school days, the shadows never leave her, and she soon finds herself in trouble over and over again. First when a large grave almost topples over her and Daniel during a conversation. This is the first time that she is warned to stay away from Daniel, from a school bully named Molly.
Throughout these mysterious occurences, miss Sophia (the librarian) gives an assigment to investigate your own family tree. But instead of tracking down her own, Luce decides to find about Daniel's family instead...which happens to be really interesting.
So Luce and her friend Pen are doing reaserch in the library and see Troy reading there. pen goes off to ask Miss Sophia about the book on Daniel's family history when suddenly the fire alarm goes off.
not able to find Pen and Miss Sophia, Luce and Troy are alone together, fighting against the fire. Throughout all the havoc, they become seperated and Luce wakes up in the hospital and finds out that Troy is now dead.
She also remembers a dream she had when she was unconsiouse, a dream about Daniel having glorious wings.
When she is awake, she later sees Daniel at her hospital door, holding flowers and mouthing the word "sorry" to her.
His hot and cold attitude continues to intrigue her and she decides not to give up on Daniel though she has an equally handsome guy Cam who is fighting hard for her attention.
Once Luce is better, she begins to spend time with both Cam and Daniel, and it doesn't take long for both guys to begin fighting over her. Luce wants Daniel, and when she tells him this, he shares something with her as well...something that changes everything.
Once the secret is out, the war begins and soon a deadly battle breaks lose. Identity's are revealed as well as secrets, it's a novel to remember...
I thought this novel was very original and altogether a very good read. Lauren Kate keeps the suspense alive within each chapter, revealing new and exciting twists throughout the entire novel. Coming to the end of the novel, we find some things left unexplained, which (if you're like me) could really bother a person. But I suppose that's why she's making a sequel called: Torment. Which we'll have to read to get the rest of the story, I suppose. But despite the lack of vital information, I highly recomend this book to anyone. It truly is a great read, and I cannot wait for the sequel to come out.
To order the book from Amazon.com, click the link provided dirrectly bellow. You won't regret it :)

Friday, May 28, 2010

& the sky never so blue.

One of my favorite summer outfits, and hats :)





In these photos, I'm in temis with Ally and kayla, wearing a top and lace pencil skirt both from suzy shier :)

Thursday, May 27, 2010

photo journal: week 1

A little while back, I started a photo journal, where I would take a picture every day for a year and write about that day, Then when I look back I can see my physical and emotional changes. So I decided to share it on here. I'll slowly get up to spead with them. Here's the first week:

Day one

Mood: Tired, Indifferent, Excited

I though it was wise to start on Valentines day, because one: It's easy to remember, and two: It marks one of the best days :) Though, actually, this valentines day for me was mostly spent on a bus, on my way to North Bay to get picked up and brought to Temis where I would immediately be dropped off at the arena to watch my sister Emily play hockey. What a day :) ...oh yeah, and HAPPY VALENTINES DAY<3

*Je t'adore, je t'adore

Day Two
Mood: Happy, Content
Today I got to wear my new birthday outfit :) Except the zipper broke :( So now I need to get it fixed. Anyway, I celebrated my 19th birthday with my family today. It was funn, I had some chocolate brownies, YUM. Be jealous.
*Lights will guide you home.

Day Three

Mood: nostalgic, Happy

Had a photoshoot with my sisters today! What fun. We finished the night by watching old family vedios. I hadn't realized what a wierd kid I was until then. Oh my.

*So I got a question, do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?

Day Four

Mood: Bored

I felt a little out of my element today, and a little bit adventurous. I think this photo speaks for itself. I'm now in Mattawa , but everyone is either working or at school, so I'm quite bored. I'm going to try and finish Rebel Angels today.

*You're black and white needs a little bit of red.


Day Five

Mood: Hopeful
I've got contacts again :) Only temporary, to see what I've been reacting to. I think it's the solution, since I don't use it with these and my eyes haven't been red at all. We'll see. I stole Ally's shirt for the day; it makes me happy cuz it's yellow ;) I like to call this tree of my mothers: the tree of life. Just because.
*& the sky never so blue



Day Six
Mood: Excited
I went to FJ (my old high school) today. It was great seeing everyone, even the teachers. It was fun catching up... made me miss high school and carnival a little bit (even though they're carnival sucked this year). But it was fun none the less. And now my sisters are coming down for the weekend :) Great day<3
*She listens like spring and she talks like June

Day Seven
Mood: Happy, yet a little sad
Today is my last full day at home, I'm headed back to Ottawa tomorrow. I had a great day with my friends, and I'm a little reluctant to head back, though I know I'll have fun and be happy to see everyone there too. But anyway, it was a very good day :)
*you and me and my medication